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Name: clara
Birthday: 6/15/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: drawing, cats, art, crafts, friends, music, reading, shopping 2nd hand, huron players, and fun stuff.
Expertise: cats, drawing, being a leader type, being me.
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  hino healer
Member Since:
8/14/2005
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| Sometimes
the thoughts
the questions
just swallow me whole
left, right
back, front
I don't know
Where to go
Who to be
Look at me
I'm a tangle
A torrent
A tease
of emotion
of emotion
Won't you join me join me
in the search
for the beckoning
land of ease
It shouldn't be
impossible
Impossible
to find
It's a fantasy
Trapped inside
of TV screens
plastic wrapping
tainted windows
and advertising
Sometimes
feelings of uncertainty
court my sanity
And I want to escape
to a place
Where
great mountains of good feelings
can be scooped up
by the mouthful
Where
each life is counted and
cherished
Where
individuality is held high
No more sinking into crowds
of repetition and dull waters
I don't want to worry
about the logisitics of now
or the possibility of failure
Turning my hairs grey
with planning and testing
always dying
yet never resting
And I don't want to see
Life
so very frightful
Don't want to worry
no more
Sometimes
I just want to live
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| So I just spent about half an hour trying to remember my password for
this damned site, and what email I had it under and blah blah blah,
that was interesting. But we're all good now.....wow, it's been
ages since I've written here. So much has happened, I wouldn't
even know where to start. hmmm, well the biggest thing that has
occurred as of late would have to be today's glorious snow day.
That recording on the school hot line was music to my ears this
morning. And there's someone out there I should say 'I told you
so!' to. But life is pretty good now, things I've been thinking
about are things like college, school, theatre, relations, my future in
general. It's kinda funny how everybody just kinda drifted away
from xanga into facebook, they're so different, yet they can still
replace eachother. Since I had been putting out poems earlier,
here's another to add to my little compilation.....
To You...
December 16th
In your eyes
Wonder, is looking up to catch you looking back
In your warmth
Solace, is resting my head against your chest
In your touch
Fantasy, is holding you tight, bodies close
In your mind
Mystery, is pondering emotions left unanswered
In your talent
Admiration, is hearing the enigma of your music
In your words
Delight, is feeling light whispers tickle my ear
In our silence
Unforgetable, is melting into your eyes
Your loveliness
bewilders my mind...caresses my body
and enraptures my soul...
Tell me what it means
to fall asleep writing about you
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| Ahhhh, I feel like shit. Being sick is disgusting. And I'm wasting so much of my time on the computer. Need to get my homework done. Another thing, I feel like making something, being creative. Maybe sewing or drawing would be good....
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| Meh....I should be asleep.
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| I got cast!!
I'm really excited that I got cast, and I think it's really good for me
to start w/ a small role so that I can get the experience w/o being
overwhelmed w/ lines. yay. AND I get to be in the fighting
seen as a spaniard, it's gonna be sweet. wow, after auditioning
for, what...5 shows or something that seems like a lot, I've been cast.
woot.
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